@kota1
Like I said before....massive projection from an overachieving 12 yr old more interested in his shrine and how it measures than anything else.
Miserable? Try annoyed at your spastic utterances that come out of left field. I've moved on like I would with any tool and then you pop up and spout off all over again. It's like you've entered your second childhood and are going through your oral, anal, phallic, latent and genital stages all over again, and all at once.
"Look mommy, I made poopie in the toilet. Aren't you proud of me?" Freud is laughing it up somewhere, wishing he could rewrite some of his findings.
All the best,
Nonoise