Are you sure? You just want to be passive?
When I reflect, I see two different reasons I keep reading about audio.
One is the desire for "perfection." That's a trap. Avoid it. Tvad had good advice.
The other is the desire to do stuff with audio. So...tweak, DIY, change things around -- have fun by doing stuff without feeding a consumeristic habit.
(Why is the ideal often portrayed as just doing nothing? That's not human nature. We need interaction. Nothing wrong with it and calling it "OCD" is not accurate.)

