Thanks for the info! I’ve decided to take a break from trying things for a while.
The trial period feels like it offers the best of both worlds — patience plus opportunity — but it doesn’t actually deliver the thing most valuable -- a genuine reset for full evaluation. A true break will help assess how I’m relating to my system, and whether I’m missing something significant.
Why? Listening while an amplifier is sitting in my house on a trial clock is different – it frames every listening session as implicitly comparative even when I am not consciously evaluating. A trial period under these conditions keeps the situation artificially uncertain that doesn’t let me discover what I deeply feel. I need to see if the desire for what I heard in the AGD reasserts itself — that I find myself missing it.
In other words, I learned a lot and need to sit with it. There is a way that I can start auditioning for its own sake, NOT just driven by audiophile momentum. I want to return to the question – should I get a class D amp -- out of genuine dissatisfaction with my system.
You might suggest I "just buy one and live with it." That seems to resolve the trial clock tenseness. BUT: the "just buy it and live with it" approach just extends the test and raises the stakes. Instead of a six-week trial with a clean return, I now have an open-ended audition with a financial exit cost – re-sale -- as the termination condition.
And so the pressure doesn’t disappear; it transforms into the background question of whether I’ve made a mistake, which is arguably harder. Ownership changes the evaluative frame — loss aversion kicks in, sunk cost thinking lurks, and "living with it" can easily become "rationalizing it." I might end up keeping an amplifier not because it genuinely resolves a real need but because selling feels like I’m admitting an error.
There seems to be a psychological asymmetry: the threshold for deciding to sell something I’ve bought is almost always higher than the threshold for deciding not to buy it in the first place.
Overall, then, none of these possibilities — trial period, buy-and-potentially-sell, continued auditioning — actually address what what I think I have already discovered: the problem ("a need for a class D amp") may not exist. Changing the acquisition mechanism doesn’t change that. It just finds more elaborate ways of staying in motion when stillness is what my situation calls for.

