Well, you do like Phillip Glass. Have you seen the film scored by him, Koyaanisqatsi? I think it means life out of balance.
I will keep trying Scriabin. It so far seems like a lot of emotion. But sometimes it takes me a long time to get used to a particular sound. As I have said, I had Flora Purim's more abstract albums for many, many years before I could appreciate them.
I did not like Beethoven that much until maybe 15 years ago. I think that sometimes he creates very short themes, such as in his Fifth, bum, bum, bum,. bum. They are not always melodic, but they are extremely versatile when he pulls them apart and puts them back together again like a great jazz musician. When you listen to his Fifth, the theme, bum, bum, bum, bum, is for all the movements. He changes the cadence and the tonality, etc. so much that you hardly realize it. Brilliant.
I think we must be careful, though, not to rule things out too quickly. Some music takes a lot of time to get used to.
As you know, I traveled through the Middle East for many months. I was in Iran for at least a month. I heard their music every day, but I guess it was their popular music. I got to like it, but I did not miss it when I left.
The cantalever on my phono cartridge got bent, so I can't listen to records. The app that connects me to my streamer is disconnected and I can't figure out how to connect it. So I'm digging through my thousand CDs. I can't believe the music I've collected and forgotten about. All of Charlie Parker's recordings. A lot of other jazz I've forgotten about. Tomorrow I'll dig through the classical stuff.

